From the recording Spark
Lyrics
This is not who I am - this is not who I want to be
You just see what you want – but you don’t see me
This is not where I stand -this is not where I want to be
And it’s out of my hands - I cannot find me
And I don’t wanna do what’s easy
And I don’t wanna do what’s fair
I just gotta do what’s right for me
I can’t carry your share
And you can say it’ll be okay - and you can say I love you
You can say what you want to say – but you never follow through
This is not about you - this is not about any one thing
This is all about me - and this place I’m stuck in
This is not something you did - and it’s not something you haven’t done
But it’s not all my fault – we can’t blame anyone
And I don’t wanna do what’s easy
And I don’t wanna do what’s fair
I just gotta do what’s right for me
But it’s not ‘cause I don’t care
This is not who I am - this is not who I want to be
But it’s out of my hands - I cannot find me – I cannot find me